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    | christmas~ |  
    | Wednesday, December 9, 2009 at  5:35 PM |  
          last christmas i gave you my heart,but the very next day, u take it away~
 this year, to save me from tears,
 i give it to someone special~~
 
 
 christmas is just around the corner..
 and everyone keep asking me...
 what do you want for christmas?
 i really have no idea ==
 i want impossible stuff i know i can never have..
 for example,
 
 
 i want my freaking confidence back..
 what happened to all my confidence? i missed it T__T
 
 
 and also, i wish for my old attitude to be back too..
 the "Hate me? thats your problem so fuck off" attitude..
 guess i just care way to much now...
 
 
 i wish to spend christmas we my friends [dont think i'm in melaka through ==]
 
 
 i wish for things to be simple..
 not as complicated..
 
 
 i wish i could turn back time and start over..
 as through nothing had happened..
 
 
 i wish....
 how i wish...
 *censor censor toot toot!!*
 
 
 i know i haven't been a really good girl this year santa...
 but please just grant my wish..
 pretty please?
 
          I'll play for you. 
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